Thursday, September 2, 2010
I have been in limbo land for a long time now. It's actually beginning to get quite familiar, which is kind of frightening. I feel like I am on this teeter totter going up and down, my feelings going up and down, my moods, my emotions, everything, is going up and down. But I am still on this teeter totter I call my life. I am still hopeful and have faith. I sit and wait patiently for good things to come. My faith is growing stronger everyday. Everyday I wait I know that something good is coming really soon.
It's been pretty rainy in Yola the past few days. We had quite the thunder storm yesterday. It freaked me out more than a little bit. The thunder was so loud it was like bombs dropping out of the sky. I know this thought is heavily influenced by the game Roro and I have been playing together on Ayo lately. However, I know soon, the rain will stop falling and therefore the lightning and thunder will too. It's always a sad time for me. This means Fall has come and soon Winter will set in. In Yola this means something so different than it meant in Minnesota and Alaska. I miss Minnesota Falls so much. I miss the changing of the leaves, the leaves rustling at your feet when you walk down the street, the cool Autumn breezes, Mmm, I can smell it in the air as I type this.
Times are changing, good things are happening, things are getting better.